To try is to fail is to try.
Another cyclical loop of failed attempts to help.
And yet, nothing I ever did really worked.
I tried, and tried, and tried, and tried.
What is it that makes me this unlistenable?
It never seems like anyone cares to, anyway.
A thumbs up in response, then nothing else.
I have tried too hard for too long.

"I fucking hate it here," said the charlatan.

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M A S H H A T E
An album by TheRandomSapphire.
7 tracks. 32 minutes. 32 samples.
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I don't really know what to say anymore.
2021 hasn't been the greatest year for me. Mentally, emotionally, just in general. Worsening depression. Mental breakdowns. A lot of shit has happened that hasn't been under my control. Even when I took the path that I assumed to be the right one, I still felt like shit. Is this how it's supposed to be? What am I supposed to do? Is this even the right move, to release this at all?
I guess it's better than bottling it up until I explode.


Album cover provided by J-Card GAN: twitter.com/JCardGan